Wednesday, June 17, 2026

Cummer Museum of Art & Gardens

 




 

The Cummer Museum in Jacksonville, Florida, is a treasure. Of course, some obnoxious people may think museums are a waste of time. They are also those who think books are a waste of time.  Sadly, they are also mostly those of my sex. 

 

And by the way, I don’t use the word gender about people.  Take French, with words for example, none of which have anything to do with sex.  And now you’re asking yourself what the devil does that have to do with a museum or anything else?  That’s my point. Gender is for grammar rules.

 

But, let’s move on while you quietly argue with yourself about why the French word for banana is la banane, which is feminine. Or maybe you already figured out why “An ass is c’est un connard”, is masculine.

 

Shall we get back to a wonderful museum? You may have already wondered if I would fail a breathalyzer test. Only coffee folks! I promise.

 

Every part of the Cummer Museum gives you everything to enjoy, in the depths of your soul, including two wonderfully expansive gardens, the English garden and Italian garden, overlooking the St. Johns River. Even if art is not your forte (pronounced fort in American English and forte in British English. I prefer the Brit way.), just step into the gardens,  sit and watch the lovely flowers and trees blown by the soft breeze off the St. Johns’. 








 

I sat and read in the shade until my friendly gender companion, suggested we leave pronto.

 

She was right to push me along. So much to see and so many aspects of art, from paintings from long ago to the glorious French artists of the late 1800s and into the 1920s, and onward to ultra-modern.






 

Then there is a galore of porcelain from around the world, and on to one of my favorite arts, photography, covering all, from the very beginning of photography to the newest.





 

I must mention my favorite photographer, Henri Cartier-Bresson and to paraphrase his most important rule for all photographers: Take the shot or lose it forever!

 

Yes, idiot or not, with myself included, Cummer Museum of Art & Garden is a sumptuous palace to broaden your knowledge and enlighten yourself in many ways. 

 

I’ll be back. Too much to see and too much to miss!

 

 

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Two other things to think about: An amazing area and array of arty interactions for children of all ages!







 

Plus, there is the Cummer CafĂ©, with a beautiful menu and seating inside and out under the trees.

 


 


 


 


 

 


Monday

Closed

Tuesday

11 AM–4 PM

Wednesday

11 AM–4 PM

Thursday

11 AM–8 PM

Friday

11 AM–4 PM

Saturday

10 AM–4 PM

Sunday

12–4 PM

 

Also, ask about the FREE ADMISSION DAYs.

 

Adults

$20

Children (Ages 5 & under)

Free

Students (Ages 6-17)

$15

Seniors* (Ages 62+)

$15

Military*

$15

Educators*

$15

College Students*

Free Tues - Fri, 

$15 Sat & Sun

Friday, June 5, 2026

The Coming of the Dawn

 



Your home becomes a prison when you lose your friends. 


When the creaky door closes and the fence of loneliness begins. 


No longer sunshine blooming high, across 

the clouds 


No calling of the whistling trees, when swirling  leaves abound  


In prison house no smiles, no laughter, no human sounds at all 


No one to tell the rising of the sun or when the night time falls 


Your friends, all of them lost, and silently gone 


No one to share your prison at the coming of the dawn. 


And soon you too will be gone in the darkness of the dawn.


Friday, May 22, 2026

The charity of Raking Leaves

 


 



I wish that I were old again 


Now that ancient times have set.


And the bonfire of life smolders


My world is a tumble of unknown days 


Old friends gone or cloistered, far-away 


Too many lying cold among the stones 


Supper rolls sooner, as the clock chimes five 


With a single plate and yesterday’s napkin


Breakfast flounders with tasteless eggs 


Coffee shop women still loan their smiles,


But don’t know my name. 


Days wander on like lost ducks 


Which month is this I wonder?


Yesterday was….hell I don’t remember. 


Shall I rake the yard?


And maybe see neighbors strolling by?


Faces I should know 


With names I don’t remember.  


There is something I should do today 


 Since yesterday tumbled by forever.  


Should I rake the yard?

Monday, May 11, 2026

Blonds Are Bad Luck

 


You ever shot anyone?  I’m guessing not. Well, the rules are simple.

 

Load the gun. If the first thing you hear is a click when you pull the trigger, you won’t hear what comes next.  

 

Get close. None of that cowboy crap in the middle of the street, hoping for the best. A long shot is called that for a reason. Aim for the chest. Big target.  

 

Shoot first.

 

Use a stollen gun and leave it behind with no fingerprints. If it’s yours, best of luck. 

 

Your dad?  Yes, I knew him. Otherwise, I wouldn’t be talking to you. 

 

Don’t have to guess that you want to follow in his footsteps. He was a good man, just had some bad luck on a very bad day. Bad guys don’t play fair. Be careful where you step.

 

And no matter who you are and if you have a good reason or not. I can assure you the prosecution doesn’t believe you. Lots of reasons you shot somebody and even more reasons you shouldn’t have. I learned all of that long ago. The hard way.

 

Hope you have more luck than your dad.

 

 

I wonder if I should have talked to that young fellow, but my mind better focus on today. I’m the one who’s going to put all of my knowledge to good use. 

 

Jack Thorne is the reason, and the best reason is money.  I don’t even know Thorne, but I know of him, what he looks like, where he works, and the best hotel where he plays ‘let’s get naked’ with his girlfriend, Sara Miles, his blond secretary. 

 

His wife is another Sara with dark hair. I don’t know the secretary or the wife more than what they looked like. Maybe both are bitches. Maybe Throne is a good guy or bad guy. That’s not my business.

 

Jason John Thorne is his full name, but he goes by JJ. He made his millions in real estate, mostly in the big city where he and his wife live in a huge condo overlooking Green Park. 

 

People like JJ normally have a bodyguard or a driver. Sometime it’s the same guy. He calls his driver Muscle with good reason. He is truly packed, along with beady eyes. The one time I saw him, those beady eyes were searchlights and the bulge under his black suit carried something that could make a loud bang.

 

Today, as I mingle among the many pedestrians passing by Jack’s penthouse, I’m waiting for JJ to appear. 

 

When he goes to his car, I’ll be close with the other folks on the sidewalk. When they run, I’ll run too. Until then, I pass the time looking around. You never know. There may be others just like me, waiting. I need to know.

 

The first suspicious character was across the street. Doesn’t mean much. Big cities have plenty.

 

Another face popped up. A fat guy. Another nobody, but maybe not. He’d been standing just outside a five-story carpark. He’s been there a while.

 

Scanning the park itself is difficult. Walkers, children racing here and there, with mothers or their nannies trying to keep up, and the occasional father looking. 

 

So far, the traffic was only moving at glacial speed.  A motorcycle was winding through at a good pace, while traffic didn’t seem to give a damn. Horns tried to help the cars in front of them without helping.

 

Another motorcycle moved more slowly and finally stopped close to the curb. All sorts of bikes scurried barely noticing the motorcycle or anything else. 

 

Something about the cycle. The rider kept his black helmet on and lifted something black and long behind the seat. Hard to see exactly, what with traffic barely moving.

 

So here I am, not too close to the condo’s heavy brass entry doors. I’m watching trash on my iPhone and leaning against a large oak tree.

 

A woman comes by, pushing a baby carriage, and a couple holding hands with a kid about three or four. Those were just ones who caught my eye.

 

This is a good place if I wanted to give Thorne a chat with St Peter.  

 

Crazy this time of day. Traffic, pedestrians, horns honking, people chatting, talking on phones, or just walking with something else on their minds.

 

I was casually looking around, just in time to see a car rearending a city bus. 

 

Did I stare? No, I did not. I’ve got to pay attention of the big picture. 

 

Thorne and the doorman were just coming out of the front door as his chauffeur pulled up and rushed to open the car door.

 

The doorman said something that stopped Thorne on the last step. He said something that may have been instructions to the doorman.

 

Strange things were happening. JJ was about to move toward the car. The doorman waved both arms. JJ turned stopped and gave a soft wave.

 

I didn’t pay that much attention. I was close enough and the crowd was perfect. I was about to takes the perfect shot, but another shooter beat me to it. Must have been a rifle, that was a little off, when Thorne turned. Must have caught it on the shoulder. He leaned over, dropping to his knees and braced with one hand. 

 

If others are in on the game, why pay me? Different reasons?

 

I had my gun out, but quickly bent over slipped it down. People were scattering. Sounded like another rifle gave it a try, just as an unlucky cop raced up and took one half way up the steps.

 

Somebody screamed!  “Cop down!”

 

I ran toward the cop, not to kill him of course. And I’d already changed my mind about Thorne.

 

The cop was breathing. I turned around to see two more cops coming. One pushed me away. One was already on his phone. Another cop, standing on the road, decided the small crash wasn’t worth the trouble. He too came running.

 

Within five minutes a good-sized ceramic pot came crashing down from somewhere high up. Must have come from a condo’s balcony or window. I couldn’t tell which.

 

Lucky I’d been pushed away. The force of the pot did a job on one of the cops, leaving a good trail of blood. He yelled something I didn’t understand and grabbed part of his uniform. At least for now he was alive. 

 

The pot must have missed Thorne, but a second was spot on. Bloody face, eyes wide, not blinking.

 

A woman’s voice from high above screeched something. Who could tell exactly from that height and all the turmoil. Cops were yelling, people on the streets were shouting and scattering, others were still climbing out of the bus.

 

An ambulance, no, two, maybe three were trying to break through traffic and what was now a pack of cop cars. 

 

I glanced. All I saw was a big collection of confusion.

 

That’s when a female body came tumbling from on high. I didn’t truly see it. Heard some yelling. Somebody else yelled. Sounded like a woman, screaming on her way down. 

 

The body landed on Mr. Muscles, who probably would have been ok, except for his head colliding with the edge of the concrete steps.

 

Something had me guessing it was somehow woman versus woman. Good reason not to get married. The woman who took a one-way flying lesson had bond hair. 

 

Didn’t matter. I’d gotten paid, by the blond’s husband.

 

Whoever shot Thorne had done a bang-up job, messy job. 

 

It should have been me, but it wasn’t. Cops found my gun. Not really mine. As I’d said, be careful. Stolen piece. It still had all the bullets, and no fingerprints.

 

 No way the blond’s husband would know me. I’m not an amateur. I know what I’m doing. I’m a cop, or was a cop. Different city. Being a killer pays a lot more than trying to catch a killer.

 

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Monday, May 4, 2026

A Lonely World

     


             

 

Much of me, weathered and jaded

 

Seen through curtains of a tired past.

 

Sighs of youth, scattered and faded

 

Losing bits I miss the most

 

Shreds of summer turn to winter

 

Hopes now amble in a hall of ghosts

 

Kisses perished, sweetness lost

 

Melted smiles pass through a fog

 

Lips have cracked and lost their gloss

 

Melodies now spin songs of strife

 

That joins a bruised and rusting heart

 

All slower beats in a swirl of life.

 

I no longer look out over that cliff

 

Enjoying reflections of times long lost

 

The warming sun still such a gift

 

My life is mine, and all worth living

 

New softer voices replace the old

 

Smiles still bring loads of giving

 

Such beginnings sweep dust of old

 

And bring back stories to be told.

Saturday, April 25, 2026

Short Story Paris Part 4 of 4 That's all!

 


The cafĂ©, was once again my place of refuge, in spite of the rain and a considerate number of patrons. And also once again, Stan was missing. 

 

I found Beatrice alone at a table near the back, smiled as I stepped through the door. She waved to me.  I unfolded my umbrella and put it the barrel next to the door before I took a chair.

 

“Did you have a good time with Madam de Rohan?”

 

“And why did you tell me she was in her nineties and wanted sex?”

 

She skipped over my question. “She’s nice lady.  Good time?”

 

“Helen is very nice. It was a special evening.”

 

“It surprising me.” Heavy French accent, without this and that in English, but much better than my cafĂ© French. 

 

To change the subject: “How is Stanley? I haven’t seen him lately.”

 

“I don’t seen him late. He has troubles.”

 

“With the lawyer?”

 

“What lawyer?”

 

“The one who met him here. Something about his writing.”

 

“I know nothing of that.  I know he does….how do you say it….putting money down.”

 

“You don’t mean betting?”

 

Her eyes lit up.  “Yes! That things!”

 

“He’s in trouble?”

 

“Yes. I warn him. He do not listen.”

 

Well, that was another conversation and another glimpse into the strange life of Mr. Stanley.

 

“How is his writing going?”

 

She shrugged. “He has to finish.”

 

Finish? “A new book?”

 

“It is complication. The bookers want him to write more to pay more.”

 

“And he hasn’t?”

 

Another shrug.

 

“Will he be here, maybe today or tomorrow?”

 

“Qui sait?” Who knows is right.

 

Today or tomorrow turned out to be never, at least for this cafĂ©.  Beatrice dropped in, met me for an early coffee and told me when and where.  It was quiet between sips. The bookers, as she put it had not showed up the times she had come by.

 

“And you hear more about Helen?” she asked.

 

“Yes.”

 

“You have things together?”

 

“Art museums, dĂ©jeuner, Lunch. Le dĂ®ner, Dinner.”

 

“Seul?”

 

My turn to shrug, but without a smile. Damn if I was going to tell her if we had supper alone or any other secrets.  Pretty certain Helen wouldn’t.

The next time I saw Stanley I didn’t approach him and he didn’t see me. Le Lit des Roses, The Bed of Roses CafĂ© was fairly filled almost out to the road.

 

The same greasy, naughty lad sat across from Stan and neither of them looked happy and neither was sipping their cups of red wine.

 

I eased closer, with my back to them. I did sip my wine.

 

“You still own me money.”

 

“I gave you every Euro.”

 

“Not enough.”

 

“What do you mean, Recardo, you cheap bastard?”

 

It went on and on until I left.

 

Sometimes you just have to let things go, friend or not. What was I going to do? Track him down and slit his throat?

 

The next evening, I met Helen at her lovely little cubby of artistic wonders. Gaston made dinner for us. Of course, a well-known chef was a close friend. Not my friend of course. What one man could do with one chicken, butter, wine and herbs de Provence would fascinate hungry angels.

 

Gaston sat with us. Like many classic chefs, he spoke English and god knows how many other languages. But, when necessary to help poor me, Helen jumped in.

 

The conversation drifted past cooking and politics, to weather, trips taken and going to taken, until we got to friends.  Somehow, writers came into the stream. Of course, Gaston had never heard of me, or at least the author me.

 

For reasons that confounds me, Gaston mentioned Stanley. He’s read a couple of his books, which astounded me.

 

I couldn’t help myself. Not right then, but a few days earlier. Helen had somehow crossed the line from let’s have dinner to more subtly conversations, that led to our own fascinations. And eventually pillow talk to my worries linked to Stanley’s mix-up. Not the whole thing, more like half of this and that.

 

“Funny you mentioned that author, Gaston. He’s a friend of ours. There’s a hoodlum giving him something of a bit of trouble.”

 

It pays to know people who know people. With the right people, bad things can disappear, or bad things can happen to bad people.

 

I don’t know. I don’t care. I don’t say a word when Stanley is back in our favorite cafĂ© and Recardo never did.

 

I won’t tell the rest of the story, but I’m happy and so is Helen. That’s enough for the two of us.

 

 

Friday, April 24, 2026

Short Story Paris Part 3 of 4

 


Madam de Rohan lived as one would expect. Large. In addition to the wonderful art, there were museum pieces of dark, heavy furniture, bright carpets from across the other half of the world, several chandeliers of crystal and gold, bravely holding steady from tall ceiling. Palace of Versailles was probably missing some wallpaper.

 

A hand maiden in a lovely light-yellow dress, with a delightful yellow belt around her size zero waist, walked in the room with a smile and the mandatory bonjour, before she ushered us in a smaller sitting room.  “Madame will be with you shortly. May I get you a refreshment as you wait?”  All in perfect English.  Bernice smiled and said no to the refreshments.  She nodded and quickly disappeared. I’d have felt better if she’d winked. So cute she made the beautiful antique furniture ashamed. 

 

Madame walked in on cue, with a bright smile, a baby blue dress, and enough jewelry to embarrass royalty. Of course I stood up, but held back from dropping to my knees and bowing my head, also skipped kissing her what must have been an eight carrot ring. Beatrice also stood and snapped open a smile.

 

Before sitting down, Madam de Rohan motioned to Beatrice and said something in French. Beatrice did a little bow of her head and let the hand maiden guide her to the elevator.

 

Madam sat on the plush white sofa and patted the spot next to her. I sat before I could sing Old Man River.  Maybe she was older than I am, but nowhere close to 92 or 96 or whatever. I am in my fifties and she was close to sixty at most.  Words sprang out of my astonished mouth before I could calm myself.

“You…..I mean Madam de Rohan….”

 

“You expected something different…and please call me Helen.”

 

I was stunned, like an open-mouthed oaf.

 

“My guess is that Beatrice told you of my tante….my aunt. She is quite old. She struggles these days and sometimes asks for things that are not very delicate”

 

“I….I was told she wanted….!” And let the rest go.

 

Helen laughed! “A ninety-five year old woman?”

 

“I didn’t mean to be ….”

 

“Of course not,” she said. “I on the other hand would love some company of any sort.” Her smile was close to a laugh. Something in the way she smiled brought a luxurious beauty to her face. 

 

She spoke a delightful King’s English and went on to explain her mother was French and her father was from London. Both had passed away, which was why she lived with her tante.

 

The maiden brought sparkling wine, which kept the conversation moving at a gentle pace.

 

“And so, you are a writer and long for the Paris that no longer remains.”

 

“Well, yes. The 1920s.” How much more of me did Beatrice spill?

 

Helen, still chatting, led me back into the main room, letting her arms sweep slowly, pointing out details of paintings and furniture, name by name. 

 

My mind was left cluttered and swollen. My god what beauty! What a collection! And to top it off, many of the impressionists had visited this very spot, as well as Picasso and Dadi and Miro.  

 

“Not that I’m old enough to be alive to meet all of them, but I did chat with Picasso and Dadi.”

 

Hard to keep my attention as I let my eyes wander.

 

“What if I told you, I would like to take you out for dinner, not only delicacies that will tempt your palate, but with a step back into the Paris you want to enjoy? Not terrifically elegant, but the deep asides of the real Paris.”

 

She politely excused herself to change her clothes and came back wearing very stylish attire, but not with the elegancy she’d wore earlier. Light brown dress, matching high heels, a dark brown, thin leather jacket. Gold on her wrists, and around her neck, but not nearly the King’s ransom as before. Gone was the glitter of diamonds. I guessed it was her version of dressing-down.

 

Next to her, anyone would look shabby. Of course I was not. My brown slacks, white shirt, dark brown sportscoat and un-scuffed brown loafers did the job. I’m willing to bet she matched us on purpose. What a stylish couple! I rather liked that.

 

“We’ll take a taxi instead of bothering my aunts chĂłfer.” 

 

Well dang, I was ready to sit in the back seat of the Bentley, roll down the window and wave to the peasants.

 

La Belle de Niece filled the bill for me. Maybe it wasn’t a restaurant of elegant for Paris, but it sure as hell wasn’t MacDonalds, or Wild Willie’s Pizza.

 

The waiter was dressed in a black suit, white shirt with a white bowtie, was about Helen’s age, or at least that’s what I guessed, and he sure made a girl feel special.  He blushed to a quick bow, and ushered us to a lovely red leather, rounded booth in a back corner, with spotless white linen table cloth and napkins.  The silverware and water glasses sparkled.

 

“You’ve obviously been here.”

 

“Yes. My husband and I came here a few times. At other times, he took others here.”

 

A gentleman doesn’t ask awkward questions, but I had one on my mind.

 

“Sorry to ask, but I wonder how all of this happened.”

 

She was about to answer, but gave it up and took a sip of the extraordinary white wine. I should have looked at the label, but the waiter had wrapped it in a white napkin, poured, and, plopped it in an icy silver wine bucket.

 

She smiled, obliterating my selfish question. “You’d like to know about my husband.”

 

Well, ok, if you insist, but my eyes met hers and said nothing.

 

“He was a tall, maybe taller than you.  A man of power. What he wanted, he got. But, his heart gave out over ten years ago.  And yes, he got a lot of things I knew nothing about, mostly in business, but other things.”

 

“Did you love him?”

 

“Did I love him? Hummmmm, yes of course, in a way. He was good to me.”

 

“Am I digging too deep?”

 

“This is Paris. He had lovers. I had lovers. Being a man, you want to know if I still have lovers.”

 

I sighed. Not deep. But it was more than time to move on. “I want to know more about you.”

 

“I love art. I spend time here and Niece, London, and Rome.”

 

“And what are your pleasures?”

 

“Probably just like yours. Art. writing. Travel. I could say lovers, but for me that has been to come and go. These years I’ve become very particular.”

 

“Beatrice? Also has lovers?

 

“None that I know of.  And perhaps I misspoke. My lover days are a nearly a decade ago.”

 

She took another sip. “Do I surprise you?”

 

“So, why am I here, talking to you? I really don’t understand.”

 

“I am restless. I do my best to help my tante. I have friends. Cocktail parties, Art parties.”

 

I started to broach the subject in a different direction, but she stepped over me.

 

“I want a friend. A male friend.”

 

“Does Beatrice supply male friends?”

 

“If it weren’t such a good question I’d slap your face!” She laughed. “She introduces interesting men at parties.  Beatrice knows a lot of people. But other than a group at cafes, no one has turned up.”

 

“And for some very odd reason, you find me interesting?

 

“Yes. You are real, not phony. You don’t want much and you know a lot without being stupid about it.”

 

“No idea what the hell that means.”

 

“Mostly old friends, or my late husband’s friend, taking me out to luxurious dinners, to impress. Mostly with other couples. Some pleasant, others thrilled with themselves. And some handsome, but like Louis XV China cups, with chips and cracks.”

 

The meal and conversation entranced me.

 

The taxi ride back to her home was silent, but holding hands.  

 

“May I walk you to the door?”

 

“May I ask you to up for a drink?”

 

I declined.  

 

She asked, “Shall I see you again?”

 

“At your pleasure.”

 

“You are such a gentleman. Especially for …..” She stopped.

 

“An American?”

 

“I was going to say for being so kind.”

 

She kissed me gently on the lips as the doorman held the door.

 

I was quickly in the cab, and looked back as it pulled away. I saw her wave.

 

                          END OF PART 3 TO BE CONTINUED